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Forever thine, forever mine...
Seems so eternal yet so distant,
I long for you, I wait for you, I turn around each day to see you
But I see nothing, not even the shadow which was once behind me,
The warm coldness of your shadow, the empty stares, the glances,
all gone, all faded, like it never happened, like it never should've happened.

I erase you each night from my mind, and each day you walk back in,
am I to be cursed by it for eternity? Do I not get another seat, like you?

Where I am and what I want and who I am? I am beginning a new dawn,
Get out! leave me and forever fade into the shadows, don't come back,
I don't need you, for what it was, it was nothing but a mere lapse of judgement of a child,
A child who cared, who loved, who laughed, who lived...
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